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Mom, I Love Him

Mom, I wish you were here.
I do need U, mom.

Mom, you know much better than anyone about me.
You know how I will act in every condition.
You were the place where I told about everything I felt.
You know when I was not ok even when I didn't tell a word yet.
And You know how I can be a very introvert person if I have a private problem.

Mom, I do need you now.
Being far from you, I learned how to live alone.
How to solve my problem alone.
I'm sorry, Mom.
It's not because I didn't believe u anymore.
I just didn't want U feel worried about me far here.

Mom, but I can't stand alone in this time.
I do need you to share.
Maybe I do wrong and there's no one remind me.
Maybe I do right, but I do it in a not good way.
Mom, I need your opinion.
But, I still dont have a courage to share.

Mom, all I need now is just your hug.
A big, long and warm hug.
I just want to cry in your hug.
Not alone in the dark like I did 3 days before.
Alone. In the dark. Just crying.

Mom, I'm in the lowest point of my life.
I ever felt how hurt been cheat by someone who I loved in the past.
I ever felt how hurt loving someone who doesn't love me back.
But mom, I never felt this.
Been left by someone who I love the most.
Whom I trust to share my entire life with.
Whom I plan the next step of my life in this coming 3 something months.

Mom, does pra-marriage trial have to this hard?
Feeling alone here makes it become harder.
Mom, Maybe I did wrong.
But He ever made his own mistakes. Isn't he?
Mom, I dont know how will I live my life if he doesn't come.
To take my hand back.
To hold my heart back.

Mom, I just too love him.
You know me better Mom.
How I will act to someone whom I love.
How I will give my best.

Mom, I love him.
Do love him.

Will he come back, mom?


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PS : Maafkanlah, aku g merhatiin grammar :)

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